Thursday, November 29, 2018

Losing the Trace

Should I feel bad about losing the trace,
whether my voice trails off or gets louder?
Can the poem itself be the trace?
I walked in Arizona, recording my voice—
.wav file smashed into electron-powder.
Should I feel bad about losing the trace,
clearly recognizing I’m in a race
with time—time wears the trousers?
But can the poem itself beat out the pace,
feet departing in all haste—
as to first-base when you hit a grounder.
Should I feel bad about making a force?
There’s always some reason to feel worse
than I need to feel—when I’ve been too rowdy,
playing my jack on your ace,
finally hearing that there’s too much bass—
I fixed it, so now I can be a shouter,
feeling both good and bad about losing the trace,
hoping the poem itself can carve a trace.