Wednesday, December 19, 2018

Bell Ringing in the Ring

Bob says, you shouldn’t expect too much from any one thing.
What did I expect from poetry, anyway?—
all clinched up waiting for the bell to ring.
I thought my poetry fixation was just an adolescent fling—
when I was supposed to be studying, I was boo-hoo-ing “well-a-day,”
not expecting a hell of a lot from anything
in those days—I had no love to cling
to; I’d lie in bed for days—
days my alarm clock would refuse to ring.
But then I became the victim of a big sting
operation. They caught me red-handed, what could I say?
I’d been trying to get too much out of one thing,
and it was a clinical addiction, I decided, my maundering
after strange gods
instead of a romp in the hay
waiting for the final bell to ring,
to chime the hope my heart was hazarding,
wake me up gladly to face the day.
Bob says, you shouldn’t expect too much from any one thing.
Isn’t it funny, that a bell rings in a ring?