Wednesday, June 10, 2020

Spending Down the Accounts

Windy and cold today after temperatures in the ‘90s.
I had to put socks on—LOL!
Sitting here trying to count up my life-equity.

But it’s not the heat, it’s the insanity.
I wish I could take my socks back off and walk into the yard,
but it’s too windy and cold today—after a sultry

week of fires and helicopters.
I was afraid white supremacists were going to burn the house down.
May I count that toward my life-equity—

why I deserve to live easy and carefree,
owning privileges I’m embarrassed to say out loud?
But I wonder if this cold wind

is making me more susceptible to the covid disease,
as if I didn’t have enough to chuckle about
without thatI’m afraid my karma-equity

is about to run out. But I still have tunes to play:
I record them on my Samsung phone with a metronome—LOL.
Praying for temperatures to return to at least the mid ‘80’s.
Sitting here watching my life-equity trickle away.