Thursday, February 8, 2018

Sad Departure (Bouncing Around in My Own Small Boat)

God it’s boring
to keep track
of what I eat every day!
I write it in my diary—
Feb 8, 163.1
[on the scale, 
that’s an aside!].
Where does
my voice
dwell?
Bacon, eggs, and toast for breakfast, 800
[calories, that’s an aside too!]—
five pieces of bacon—
but saving fewer than three
would be either wasteful
or disappointing.
Hamburger during my Happy Gnome discussion group meeting
[we don’t meet at the Happy Gnome anymore,
a different kind of aside]—
my voice pecking at the ground like a chicken.
Hamburger had jelly on it, it was bad,
and I gave the fries to Althea, 400
[calories]. Piece of chocolate at about 7:00 [PM]
on my way to my music practice, 200
[calories]. Whole-grain cereal with almonds and yoghurt, 500
[calories]. So that’s only 1900
[calories]. Keep up the good work!
But tomorrow I’ll have to report on
Mike Finley
leaving
the Lawless Poetry group.
We’ll see how that
will have rocked this
small boat I’m bouncing in.

Wednesday, February 7, 2018

Nothing but Death, Pablo Neruda

There are cemeteries that are lonely,
graves full of bones that don’t make a sound,
the heart moving through a tunnel,
in it darkness, darkness, darkness,
like a shipwreck we die caving into ourselves,
as if we were drowning inside our hearts,
as if we lived falling out of the skin into the soul.

And there are corpses,
feet made of cold sticky clay,
death is inside the bones,
like a scraping where there are no dogs,
coming out of bells somewhere, out of tombs somewhere,
growing in the humid air like tears of rain.

Sometimes I see only
coffins under sail,
embarking with the pale dead, with the women who have dead hair,
with the bakers who are as white as angels,
and the thoughtful young girls married to notary publics,
coffins that sail up the vertical river of the dead,
the dark purple river,
moving against the current with sails full of the sound of death,
filled with the sound of death that is silence.

Death comes among all that sound
like a shoe without a foot in it, like a suit without a man in it,
comes and knocks, using a ring without a stone in it, without a finger in it,
comes and shouts without a mouth, without a tongue, without a throat.
Nevertheless its steps can be heard,
and its clothing makes a hushed sound like a tree.

I am not sure, I understand only a little, I can barely see,
but it seems to me that its singing is the color of wet violets,
of violets in the country, in the earth,
because the face of death is green,
and the expression on the face of death is green,
with the penetrating dampness of a violet leaf,
and the somber color of embittered winter.

But death also passes through the world dressed as a broom,
lapping the floor, looking for dead bodies,
death is inside the broom,
the broom is the tongue of death searching for corpses,
it is the needle of death, looking for thread.

Death is inside the folding cots,
it spends its life sleeping on the slow mattresses,
in the black blankets, and suddenly breathes out,
blows out a mournful sound that fills the sheets,
and the beds go sailing toward a port,
where death is waiting, dressed as an admiral.


I made this translation after I read two other translations and felt I was missing something. The two translations differed in that one translator seemed concerned to put the poem into the normalest possible English, whereas the other (who was Robert Bly) allowed much of the Spanish syntax to remain – he always tried to find English equivalents for the Spanish syntax, even at the cost of more wordiness.
This is my own translation, which is not based on Bly’s, but is close to it, because Bly and I have the same basic approach of trying to convey the Spanish music.

Nada Pero Muerte, Pablo Neruda (This file is a little corrupt. Some words in English, for some reason)
Hay los cementerios que son solos,
sepulcros por completo de los huesos que no hacen un sonido,
el corazón que se mueve a través de un túnel,
en él oscuridad, oscuridad, oscuridad,
como un naufragio morimos el entrar nosotros mismos,
como si nos ahogábamos dentro de nuestros corazones,
como si vivimos cayendo de la piel en el alma.
Y hay cadáveres,
pies hechos de la arcilla fría y pegajosa,
la muerte está dentro de los huesos,
como raspar donde no hay perros,
viniendo hacia fuera de campanas en alguna parte, de sepulcros en alguna parte,
crecimiento en el aire húmedo como los rasgones de la lluvia.
Veo a veces solamente
ataúdes debajo de la vela,
emprendiendo los muertos pálidos, con las mujeres que tienen pelo muerto,
con los panaderos que son tan blancos como ángeles,
y las muchachas jóvenes pensativas casaron con los públicos del notario,
ataúdes que navegan encima del río vertical de los muertos,
el río de la púrpura oscura,
la mudanza contra la corriente con las velas completó por el sonido de la muerte,
llenado por el sonido de la muerte que es silencio.
La muerte llega entre todo ese sonido
como un zapato sin pie en él, como un juego sin hombre en él,
vienen y los golpes, usando un anillo sin piedra en ella, sin
dedo en él,
viene y grita sin boca, sin la lengüeta, sin
garganta.
Sin embargo sus pasos pueden ser oídos
y su ropa hace un sonido hushed, como un árbol.
No soy seguro, yo entiendo solamente un poco, yo puedo ver apenas,
pero se parece a mí que el su cantar tiene el color de violetas húmedas,
de las violetas que están en el país en la tierra,
porque la cara de la muerte es verde,
y la muerte de la mirada da es verde,
con la humedad penetrante de una hoja violeta
y el color del somber del invierno embittered.
Pero la muerte también pasa a través del mundo vestido como escoba,
traslapando el piso, buscando cuerpos muertos,
la muerte está dentro de la escoba,
la escoba es la lengüeta de la muerte que busca los cadáveres,
es la aguja de la muerte que busca el hilo de rosca.
La muerte es interior los cots que doblan:
pasa su vida que duerme en los colchones lentos,
en las mantas negras, y respira repentinamente hacia fuera:
sopla fuera de un sonido mournful que hinche las hojas,
y las camas van a navegar hacia un puerto
donde está el esperar la muerte, vestido como un almirante.

Monday, February 5, 2018

Villanelle: Hunter With Dog

Stars shining brightly in Orion’s belt,
but clouds are covering the sky for me—
breath of innocence no longer felt.
Watching from this Mississippi height,
I know lights shine up there that I can't see,
sister-stars whose very names mean belt—
Alnitak, Minetka—who spells them right?—
but both spell belt, the instruments agree,
And Alnilam—pearly innocence—faintly felt;
or not innocent at all—cards dealt,
so holy, fair, and wise are we,
we cling, suspended from the sky’s wide belt,
and stellar winds convey to fated bight
our life-boat foundering in the dire sea—
odor of innocence no longer smelt.
Dark mother whispering, Good night! Good night!
in my new-found eternity, joining me.
Stars burning ashen in Orion’s belt.
Innocence no later lost than felt!

I Ching 46. Growing Upward

A cow for six beans?
Stupid Jack!
But the stalk grows upwards.
Jack steals gold.
Jack steals the hen that lays golden eggs.
Jack kills the giant and marries the girl.—
No one cares that Jack's hands
will always stink of giant's blood.

Saturday, February 3, 2018

Love #3 (More Thoughts on "I Love You")

*
Not to love, so much
as to be belovéd. I
am the gifted one.

*

The words, “I love you,”
might sound too indiscreet, so
we just don’t say them.

*
It joys me to say
“I love you.” Are you joyed too?—
Joy our only wish.

Friday, February 2, 2018

Love #2 Fibs

“I
love
you.” But
that is so
annoying! What do
you want me to do about it?
I
love
you, so
I want you
to give me succor
for all the anguish of my heart.
I
love
you, so
please receive
this poem-garland,
weaving my endless devotion!
“I
love
you”—my
demand, my
determination
that you respond, “I love you too.”

I
love
you—See,
I trick you
into giving me
the gun I’ll use to shoot myself.
I
love
you. In
your heart—so
dark to me—lives a
wish perhaps that I might say it.

Thursday, February 1, 2018

The Imaginary Man, Nicanor Parra

The imaginary man
lives in an imaginary mansion
surrounded by imaginary trees
on the shore of an imaginary river
From the walls which are imaginary
hang old imaginary paintings
un-reparable imaginary cracks
that represent imaginary acts
performed in imaginary worlds
in imaginary times and places
Every afternoon imaginary afternoons
hop up the imaginary stairs
to look over the imaginary balcony
at imaginary scenery
that consists of an imaginary valley
surrounded by imaginary hills
Imaginary shadows come
by an imaginary road
singing imaginary songs
to the death of the imaginary sun
And on nights of the imaginary moon 
dream of the imaginary woman
who gave their imaginary love
and start to feel that same pain again
that same imaginary pleasure
and throbs again
the heart of the imaginary man.