Monday, May 27, 2019

Deciding to Go Indoors

Sitting out in the splatter.
It’s cold out here.
If I go inside now, will it matter
to the authenticity of my blather?
Might I see a deer
if I sit patiently out here in the splatter?
Out here, my ears can be clobbered
directly by the chatter of the birds,
so if I went inside now it WOULD matter
to the engagement of my palaver—even though I left my glasses
inside, so I can’t see clearly.
I can HEAR, though—the birds, the drizzly splatter—
presences that shatter
my conscious awareness
making it appear
it really DOES matter
which side of the wall I’m sitting on—wool-gathering
the world together—
sitting out in the splatter,
letting the cold wind decide what matters.