Thursday, May 7, 2020

Trying to Stay in Touch With My Shrink

I’m supposed to have a therapy session late this afternoon.
What will I talk about?
The only thing worth talking about is my doom.
Always convenient how quickly doom comes to mind,
but my therapy sessions have mostly been cancelled lately,
so I’m not sure this afternoon’s
session will really happen.
I may cancel it myself.
I’m putting my therapist in a tough spot, I fear, talking about my doom
while not really wanting to be saved. Does the end loom
for our relationship?
I guess I may find out this afternoon
at about 4:15
(if she’s a little late).
I’ll know my doom
when and if she shows up on our phone-
video meeting on Doxy.me,
scheduled for 4:00 this afternoon,
to talk about my doom.